Hello and welcome! I’m afraid this isn’t going to be one of my usual blog posts. I have no real structure in mind. I just felt like writing down my thoughts about what’s going on in my head at the moment might give me some clarity, so here we are.

I’ve been feeling very apathetic for the past month or so; in everything I do from my day job, to content creation, to model making. Even sitting down and playing a video game feels like an exerted effort!

I’ve been trying to find the cause of it. The changing of the seasons definitely doesn’t help. I really feel my energy levels drop over the winter months. Anyone that knows me in real life knows that I constantly complain about that at this time of year.

I had wondered if not being able to go to SEMA has anything do with my general feeling of apathy, but I always knew that going this year was going to be a long shot and to be honest I can’t say that I feel sad about it. I’m enjoying seeing people’s pictures and videos from the show.

I have the Regent Street Motor Show coming up. I’m looking forward to going to London, seeing the cars and doing my thing taking photos etc. However the thought of having to get up early and get the train is just ugh! Going any further than the garage, or even going to the garage, seems to be a mission at the moment.

I’ll get through it though! Writing this has actually helped somewhat. It’s not taken any physical effort, as I’m laying on my bed typing on my phone, but it’s got the brain cells moving and focusing on something somewhat constructive.

I’d better go and try to get something done before this little spark of brain activity we’ve created fizzles out.

Take care everyone.


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